Most Amazing Season!!

Recently, I surprised myself when one of my female friends turned out to be my BFF (Best Friends Forever! She's none other than Fiona. Hey Fiona, if you are reading this blog right now, sorry about the lack of posts, I recently updated it, and removed a lot of junk posts from the past. 2009 was a brand new year for me, 2009 was the year I became debt free. 2009 was also the year I discovered you as my BFF! You are the best thing that has ever happened to me! You are the only person in this universe that fills my deepest needs and desires! Well, although initially, we understood that you have unknowingly fulfilled those needs in my life.

I just sensed that our friendship is so deep right now, because although we are not aware at the beginning, but when we came together as friends, we naturally fulfilled each other's needs. Its like natural chemistry. Anyway, as I've already shared with you, and since its no secret, you are the only girl that I've ever felt I have special feelings for. Long before I met Melissa, I was already attracted to your beauty, that was what invited me to want to know you better. Melissa came along, she was well...attractive personality, but we are just not meant to be. She does not fulfill my deepest needs like you do.

As promised, I understand you are currently attached, so as your male BFF, I want to respect your r/s with your current boyfriend. I will never ever ever ever, make you do anything that's against your will. I'm not rooting for you and your bf to break up either. I'm not that kind of friend. I want you to be you, I just want to see you happy, healthy and doing well in life, treated well. If being with your current bf makes you happy, and he treats you well (though currently, let's admit it, he's not doing so well *minus marks*, lol), as long as he gives you security, and assurance, and constant affection, love, care, and he fulfills all your needs, I'll be happy for you. But the second I realize that he is not treating you the way you should be treated, I'll be really upset, and I will express my agitation towards him as a friend, but I will only keep it between you and me. Unless you invite me into the picture, I wouldn't even think of stepping one leg into your r/s. I don't want to make things anymore complicated than it may be between you and him.

You are the first and only friend, that I've decided that I will do anything un-conditionally for you! I might not have a lot of close friends, I feel that its not necessary to have so many close friends. A few solid friends will do the job. And you are my BFF! Well, I understand for ladies, they will have their lady BFF, that's fine with me. But for guys, we seldom, or rarely have BFF, so I want you to know that I make our friendship/relationship really special.

Chatting with you on msn has always been so fun, positively charged! I can feel myself being energised! And I'm so looking forward to our amazing date next Tuesday afternoon! I feel so happy, and so amazing to be able to share this date with you! This is the most amazing event ever!

There's so much we chatted about, and everything is just Fantabulous! I dunno how to put them in a blog post...lolx! Well, I'll talk about us more often in future. Anyway, this blog is abit quiet...people hardly visit this blog, so you don't have to worry, you can comment any time. I look forward to spending time at ur place, watching Disney Cartoon, bring my guitar to your place, and having musical instrument duets with you on your piano. I love matching clothes...so...I dunno, if given the opportunity, I'll love to see you do clothes matching...haha...we can like look at ur clothes and say..."hmmm...let's try this with this....what about this and that...?" haha...

You love dogs, and I love dogs. You love black and I love black. We both enjoy Shrek the animation!

Okay, this post is getting way too long! Hey, next Tuesday, we should capture lots of pictures together! For memory sake!

Hey dearie Fiona, You really completed my life! You are my bestest friend, and you forever will be! No matter what happens, I will always be there for you, to protect you, to shelter you from the storm of this world, I will provide you with security, assurance, affection, care and concern. And if you ever do feel that you share some feelings for me...its ok, you can share with me openly, we are best friends. Even in a strong lifetime partnership, it's my personal believe that the couples are always best friends first, before they are husbands and wives. Being best friends is what keeps them together, because they can share about anything, they can take part in lots of activities together. They never run out of subjects.

I maybe be someone whose good with words and expressing myself, but over the years and in the recent months especially, after knowing you, you have given me the will and inspiration to show love and concern in more practical and realistic ways. Good thing is that I'm in the midst of finding a full time job that pays decently well. And I'm debt free, and I know how to manage my finances well. At least, if we are to end up together, you will have security.

And I will love to dote on you and give you the best treatment because you always are the princess Fiona in my life. And you deserve it. Working for my dad is just a temporary solution, I'm not going to put all my hopes on what my dad is doing, I still have faith in him, no doubts of that, but I feel that my dad is being too calculative with me, being his own son. He thinks he has the right to cut corners and pay me lesser and lesser, until now, he just gives me $80.00 a week allowance because I'm working for him.

Okay, I should continue next time....lolx...too much to share....

Bottomline, Fiona baby, you are the most special person in my life! And you always will be.